Emptiness...... The story

Well the mosy awaited story
that all want to know
about Rohan Rathore
behind the famous song "EMPTINESS."

Girl :- Shreya (Imaginary)

Location :- IIT  Guwahati

A young boy entering inside
the college gate with lots
of dreams in his eyes..
his first day in college..

The first day i bit anxious
bit nervous but really excited
finally he made it yes its IIT
his dream place

He enters inside the class
and occupied the third seat
in the first row
(unintentionally just next to her)..

The lecture begins...
he took out his pen and
started writing..
but wait...

The girl(Shreya) is not making notes
..probably finding something...

May i help you

(there first conversation)

Oh i lost my pen

Rohan took out a pen from his
and gave it to her

She said "thanks"
Rohan in his mind
OMG her eyes... its so beautiful.

The class gets over after
half an hour...
Its there lab where they
have to sit Alphabetically..

Well coincidently again they
sit next to each other and
this time guess what

Shreya : Thanks for the Pen..
             Hi This is Shreya.. nd u??

In a bit shying way
Rohan.. Rohan Rathore from Jaipur

Shreya : Myself from Pune so how u
             finding the college... first day..
            That too in IIT..

Rohan : yaa its bit odd but soon
            get use to it... especially
            with the food..

Well the conversation goes on for the whole day..

Next day, Rohan enters inside the
class and again occupied the same
seat hoping for something..

Later Shreya enter and sat next to him..
Rohan in mind "thanks God u made my day"

Today the situation is bit indifferent now
they are not completely strange but
yet thet are not so friendly..

But soon they become friends..
Actually very good friend.

Time is passing in a lightning fast speed
there second year came to end up nd
after the exams they plan to go on
an educational tour to Delhi..

Well on the tour Rohan First
time realise that the relation
between him and shreya is something
more than Friendship..

MAY BE LOVE..THINK YES IT IS..BUT WHAT ABOUT HER??

Will shee too loves me or consider
me just as an best friend..?
Don't know

Rohan decided to tell Shreya
about his LOVE..

Rohan finally told Shreya about his
feeling towards her just one night before
leaving Delhi

But shreya haven't replied on that night
and told him that she'll replie after
reaching back to Guwahati tomorrow
Rohan : I'll be waiting..

Soon after the dinner on that night
Rohan feels bit uneasy and fainted
down his teacher took him to doctor

Well after taking few test doctor told
that Rohan need to be admitted..
soon as possible..

Teacher : Doctor is that everything allright
               I mean .. admit
       is there anything serious..

Doctor : Well I am afraid but.. a long pause..
              Rohan is suffering from cancer and
              may be overlooking the symptoms from
              long time.. now today its too late
             when it is noticed.. Unfortunately
             ITS THE LAST STAGE..

Teacher : How serious is it??

Doctor : He is left with a few time may be
             a couple of months or even less..

While this conversation Rohan regain his
conciousness and came to know about
this all. he cried out nd said..

Rohan : Why GOD why to me.. what i have done..
             No this might not be true doctor plz
             check reports once again there is
             someone waiting for me..

Doctor : Listen Rohan i cross checked every
             report twice... unfortunately but
             thats true and you have to accept it..

Rohan (in heavy voice) : Sir can i meet shreya
                                      need to talk to her

Teacher : Rohan she left for Guwahati..

Rohan : Even after knowing my condition..
             how can she do this to me..

Rohan called her but she's not responding..

May be she is on her way,
May be tired,
May she call after reaching guwahati
a lots of thought in Rohan;s Mind on that night..

Everyone came to meet Rohan except her
but still he is waiting in the hope
atleast she came for the last time..
atleast to say a GOOD BYE..

Finally on 15th March in the Midnight
around 2:30 Am he took his last breath..
with his last wish unfulfilled..

Woh Mulakat....

Woh mulakat kuch essi thi...
Na jane kesi thi

Bus meh tha aur woh thi
Aur kuch mausam ki sharart thi..

Me duba hua tha uski ankhon me
kuch iss tarah
Ki na toh koi dukh tha na koi tanhayi thi

Me esse sun raha tha kisse uske
Ki mano koi koyal geet gunguna rahi ho jese

Mene pucha usse
Kyun darti ho Mohabbat se.....??
Usne kahan
Mohobat dene ke liye hai nahi mere pass

Mene usse kahan ki
Me pyar iss kadar karta hun tumse
Ki tum jesa chaho wese paoge mujhe

Woh mulakat kuch yun khas thi
Jaise Khuda ne bus wahi mulakat di ho jeene ko

Soocha tha eek nayi zindgi degi WOH MULAKAT
Par zindgi toh nahi bus zindgi ka intazar de gayi ....... WOH MULAKAT

Mene chaha eek nayi shuruwaat ho jaye uss mulakat se
Par khuda ko toh kuch yun manjoor tha
Ki jee le tu kuch din aur bina zindgi ke....

Yahin khatam nahi hui woh mulakat
Ek anjam ka intazar ke sath
amaar ho gayi WOH MULAKAT......

Woh Kehti Hai......

 












Woh Kehti hai Ankit,
Nahi hai mere pass koi jene ki wajah,

Lekin mene usse kahta hun *********,
Kya hai koi wajah mujhse zayada,

Woh kehne lagi nahi Ankit,
Essa nahi hai ki tum na ho wajah,

Mere dil ne kaha,
Kaash !! Kaash !! mai banjaun tere jeene ki wajah,
Banjayae tu zindgi meri,

Lekin woh kehti hai Ankit,
Tere dost ne jo diya dhokha,
Zindgi hi ne kardiya Dhokha mere sath,

Woh kehne lagi iss Dhooke ke baad,
Vishwaas hi ni rahan iss zindgi par,
k Ankit kahin tm bhi na de do dhoka mujhe,

Mere Dil ne kaha *********,
Iss dil ne bhi khayae hai dhoke bade,
Ki yeah dil bhi jaanta hai dard dil tootne ka,
De mauka zindgi ko muskurane ka,
Le maza nayi subha ka aur kar de meri zindgi me bhi eek nayi subha......

DIL...

jaane kyun yeah dil pyar karna sikhata hai,
na jaane kyun baar baar uske pass le jaata hai.
dil jaanta hai ki, dard hi milega ja kar uske pass
par phir bhi naa jaane kyun
yeah DIL kambakht uss hi k pass jata hai......

M@h Fir$t LoVe

She was my first love
The girl I fall in-love
She take my first hug
A hug I could ever have
She was my first dance
Those time fill with romance
She was my first kiss
A kiss I would always missed
 

                                                      She was  my classmate

                                                      The one I want to date
                                                      She made my heart break
                                                      As her  love was all born fake
                                                      She got my heart sick
                                                      For I know she used to cheat
                                                      She made my heart dead
                                                      cause she waste the chance I gave

                                                      She was my first love
                                                      A girl who don't know love
                                                      She was so stupid
                                                      And now I'm given up...

                                                                                                                                 .....@nk!t

I Love You

I have been thinking for many days now, about where, when or how.

 I have looked for my deep belief and my inner feeling but it always

ends with me staring at the ceiling. I have tried hard,as hard as I can. 

I have never thought this would take such a man.

 The oddest thing, it is only words. When it comes to it,

 I just want to fly away with the birds. I promise you I truely care.

 It is just that I do not dare. For all it takes I wish I was that brave.

 To let out the words in my heart. I promise you one day I will make sense.

You will see a different me, a me with confidence.

 Wish I could go back to the very first day I saw you, should'veof made my move.

 I wish you were in my class again so I can tell you everything I feel about you.

I remember the first time I ever saw you, you were as beautiful as can be.

Your amazing smile touched my heart and completed me.

When I talked to you, I was talking to a beautiful angel from up above,

 you had the biggest smile on your face, it made me fall in love.

I started to have all these feelings for you because I found the girl of my dreams.

 It felt like the sun came out and brighten me with it's beams.

It made me feel so nice and warm inside.

These are the feelings I sure cannot hide.

Everyday when I got to talk to you and see you, my life was paradise.

 I got to see heaven in your eyes.

 Everytime I gazed in your eyes, I can feel that special feeling,

when my heart is broken, you're the one that's making it heal.

 You are the first and last thought I think of everyday,

you make smile more than I can say.

My heart beats to the sound of your voice,

vocals so beautiful my heart made it's choice.

Every word you say is like a beautiful dream come true.

 When I need you, I just close my eyes and I'm with you,

 every night I dream about you, wishing I can tell you.

 Sometimes I ask myself a thousand times, do you think of me too?

 I wonder if you ever see me and I wonder if you know I'm there,

if you looked in my eyes, would you see what's inside,

would you even care? Sometimes I just want to ask you

, has anyone told you today that you are loved?

Has anyone made you feel appreciated and let you know  how special you are?

 Has anyone assured you that you are exactly who you need to be? 

And that in simple doing what you love to do, you are doing enough?

 Has anyone reminded you that you didn't come here to prove anything?

 YOu just came to be you. Just you, because being you is enough.

 You are one of a kind, a true original, a masterpiece of incomparable value and with you,

 the world would be incomplete, 

like a puzzle missing a crucial piece and you are only being 

in the universe who can fill that final space. 

Has anyone told you that the regrets of yesterday belong to yesterday?

 And that right now in this one profound moment in time,

 you are perfect. As percet as you were created to be.

 Has anyone taken the time to let you know that you are infintely

smarter than you giveyourself credit for being? And a thousand times

morecapable of achieving your dreams than you believe yourself to be?

 Has anyone told you that you should never,

 ever doubt your own worth? Because even in those moments when you find it the least,

 you are still wonderfully made and there is within every single 

cell of your beingenough power to light the world.

 God placed it there the day you were born and every loving thought

 you think radiates foward brightening the world and making it a better place to be

. That's how powerful you are, that's how loving you are. Maybe one day the right moment,

 I"ll have enough courage to tell you, Ithink about you, I dream about you every single day,

 When you look at me I can touch the sky, when you bless the day I just drift away

, that you made me man on clouds above

, that being you is all you need, that you're smarter than you believe, that you light my world

 with every single cell within you, that I want to be your deepest kiss, they eyes that look deep into your soul,

 the answer to your every wish and whnever you reach for me I'll do all that 

I can but most of all I want too show you the tears in my eyes when I tell you..

.I love you with all my heart <3

Closed Door.....

Imagine what goes on behind a closed door,
So much pleasure and oral galore.
Trailing kisses from here to there,
The control taken by holding hair.
Fingers smooth over your complexion,
Higher and higher builds the tension.
Inhaling the natural scents of another,
To fill ones face in such smother.
Fitted together like a jigsaw,
The heavenly crash growing more.
The final intimacy is all about,
What can be felt in the others shout.
Imagine what goes on behind a closed door,
Because it was there that my heart tore.

Woh Kehti Hai.....

woh kehti hai suno jaana,
mohabaat moum ka ghar hai
tapishi me qurbani ki,
kahin pighla na de isko,
me kheta hun ki jis dil me,
zara bhi badgumni ho,
bahut kuch aur ho toh ho,
mohabat ho nahi sakti.........









woh kehti hai sada esse hi,
kya tm mujhko chahoge
ki me isme koi kami gawara nahi kar sakti,
me kheta hun woh mohabaat kya hai,
jo tmne sikhaya hai
mujhe tmse mohabat ke siwa aur kuch nahi aata,

woh kehti hai judai se
bahut darta hai mera dil,
ki khud ko tmse hat kar dekhna
mumkin nahi aab
me kehta hun yahi khash se
baht mujko sataate ha
magar sach hai mohabaat me ,
judai saath chalti hai








woh kehti hai batao kya
mere bin jee sakoge tum
meri baaten, meri yaaden, meri aankhen
bhula doge
me khata hun kabhi iss baat par soocha nahi mene,
agar eek pal ko bhi soochun,
toh saanse rukhne lagti hai,

woh kehti hai tmhe mujhse
mohabaat iss kadar kyun hai
kya eek aam si ladki
kabhi kyun khaas lagti hun
me kehta hun ki kabhi khud ko
meri aankho se tm dekho
meri deewangi kyun hai,
phir khud hi jaan jaogi

woh kehti hai
mujhe wariftagi se dekhte hi kyun ho
ki me khud ko bahut hi keemti mehsus karti hun
me kehta hun batye ja
bahut anmol motie hai
tmhe jab dekhta hun
zindgi mehsoos karta hun

woh kehti hai
mujhe alfaz ke jugnu nahi milte
tmhe bata sakun ki dilme mere kitni maohabaat hai
me kheta hun
mohabaat toh nigahon se jhalakti hai
tmhari khamosiyon se, tmhari baat karti hai

woh kehti hai
ki bataona kisse khone se darte ho
batao kaun hai woh jisme yeah mausam rulate hai
me kehta hun
yeah meri shayri hai mera aaina dil ka
zara dekho batao kya tmhe issme nazar aaya

woh kehti hai
Ankit ji bahut baaten banate ho
magar saach hai ki yeah baaten bahut hi shaag rakhte hai
me kheta hun
yeah sab baaten fasaane  eek bahana hai
ki pal sab iss zindgani ke
tmhare sath kat jayen
phir uske baad khamoshi ka
dilkash raag soota rahe






nighahen bolti hai aur
yeah lab khamosh rehte hai.........

  "Pachtana Mat"

Kya yeah mera pehla ehsaas tha,
Tu zaroorat ho gayi hai iss dil ki ,
Kyun yeah tera dil samjh na paya tha,

Kya pata yeah Ankhen kab band ho jayen,
bahut se gum jo tmne diye woh,
Tujhse chup jayen

Pachtana mat ki tere upar koi marne wala tha

        "Tujhe Bhula Nahi Sakte"

Chah kar bhi tmko nazro se baha nahi sakte

Yeah duri jo hai woh seh nahi sakte

Chahte hue bhi tujhko bhula nahi sakte,

Kaash! Kaash! tu samjh paati iss pyar, iss dil ki gherai ko,

"TOH YEAH DOO DIL SADA HI SAATH CHALTE"